Over this mountain, and onto the next...

Recently, I have been looking back. Back, all the way back, 4years ago when i first started joining BC. And I realize, this 4 years had been fruitful, so many things have happen! And the best thing is all this year, God is faithful through it all.



Its like climbing the Great Wall of China. The christian walk is the same. When you start to walk, maybe you will feel on fire. Then after a while, problems start to come. In church, maybe you will encounter problem. In cell group, maybe you will encounter problem. And in life, you might feel that, hey, how come God let me down?? How come God fail me? But then, when you press on, when you refuse to give in to the problems that surround you, you continue to climb. And the problems and attacks start to fade. Sometimes you will not feel the problems and attacks start to fade at once. We might not experience the same powerful experience that Elijah had experienced (2 kings 2:11-12). But then when you suddenly look back, you will suddenly realize, "The problems that once surround me is gone!" When you suddenly look back at your journey, you will see that you had already come a long way. God will never fail us, He will never let us go, no matter what. When you turn back and count the blessings that God had given you, the numbers will be so great, that you might mess up before finish counting.(some of the blessings we might even have forgetten liao)

But even so, human will be human. We are living in a very emo world.

Even though sometimes I look back and count my blessing, I will feel that even if all the blessings add up, will not be enough for me to climb the next mountain of my life. I felt lost, I feel hopeless, I feel giving up...

But then, that is when God step into my life and say "Let me take charge from here onwards." The bible say that, when we are weak, God is strong.

Right now in my life, I have already pass one mountain. I am climbing the other one. I want to really climb the second mountain in my life, towards God's will.