Embracing music

Well Well, its really been a while since I last blog. No ling gan to blog at all. But now, at least got something to write about.

Well I must say this month, alot of things have happen. And I must also say, it really trigger my life. Think by now, most of the people reading my blog should know that I have withdraw from poly during the starting of this year. But then again, some of you might not know the actual reason. Its because I want to study music, nothing more then that, and nothing other then that.

Why? some people might asked. Why don't you study finish the 3 years, and then after that come out get a stable job? And then you can advance in music。 Of cause, these people are not wrong. In fact, their advice is rational. Their advice is good too. But then, I choose to walk this music path is because I really want my life to concertrate on music, I want to fulfill my life as a musician, not some other job. I want my life to really take music seriously, and I mean seriously.

And then another group of people might think that after I go into ns, my mind will not be so clouded with the "Ambitious" thoughts in my head. They think that I may be "chong dong" at this point of time. So here in this post, I just want to clarify, going into music is not a careless move on my part. I have already been thinking about it and praying about it since starting of this year. I am , and I will be going into music. I am going all out for it.

These few days are really a life changing experience for me. I admit, that I have been too lazy, too slack to really spend time on my gutiar skills and classical knowledge. But God really use some words from some of my closest leaders and my parents to wake me up. I felt terrible, I feel like as in a bomb just wenf off in my head. I really have been wasting time.

So now, I will be spending quality time on my music, God is first in my life, and then followed by music. All the others like work, serving etc etc can come after that. My main focus is on GOd and music, all the others can wait. Like what my leader said, If you really want to go for music, you better go all out for it. Its do or die. Which is entirely true.

Let my life be consume by music.